That kind of feeling that you cant express in words how idle i was.

So sad,i failed to express myself..

感觉好像与身边的人越来越遥远，还是我只活在自己的世界里呢？

is time to stop and smell the roses.

感觉好幸福，虽然很无助，可是一转身，我就能感觉到你。

虽然遥远，心却与我同在。

Selamat Hari Raya~

Also a big day to my 80++-year-old grandma…Happy Birthday~

I wondered,why will i become so far away from my grandma…Actually i was brought up by my grandma…Frankly,i dont much remember what had happened when i was small..lost memory?

I used to think that the language was the obstacle for me to communicate with my grandma,but i knew i was totally wrong…Even my cousins could communicate with my grandma with chinese and my grandma replied using hakka or cantonese.And i realised,it was love.

‘Ah na wun deh deh’’s best friend ,Eddie was celebrating his Raya today.As our intention was to return something to him,Eddie’s family was too excited+friendly+passionate..even the innocent me in the car was invited to go in the house..I was so lost frankly..I dint know how to react at that time…Ambil salam?I let the car engine on,and went down…It was so embarassing…His mother wanted me to have some kuih raya on the table,but i refused to eat  ’cause we were rushing on time.I didnt tell mak cik the reason,and the mak cik showed me that kind of expression as i was very rude..so sad…I just,failed.

Wuwuwuwu..for your sake,i will learn to be better.I miss you~

“Something always brings me back to you,that is gravity.”

The distance between friends.

I realised,some factors pull us so far away.

I dont really understand your situation now,or i just dont manage to see your shadow.

The same goes to you i think.

Well,i’ll find a way to connect the gap,heart to heart.