Sacredness in Tears
The Miracle We Hope For Is Not Always The Miracle We ReceiveArchive for June, 2008
我知错了。。。
小时候，他一直都是我们大家心中的英雄，保护着、疼爱着我们。最近，发现他不再像从前一样高大、威猛了。看着他的背影，我感到好心酸。他现在的状况，让他自己感到心痛、失望极了。自从那件事之后，我开始发现他一直烦恼着。没有精神依靠的他，一定很寂寞。为了钱，大家都忧心忡忡。
而她，是让我更心痛的一个。她的容忍，是我心虚。曾经，也因为我伤心。我太恶劣了。上次那件事后，发现她是那么的担心、无助。收入不多，却还要照料整个家。。。她外表坚强，但常常在黑暗里哭泣。生体健康亮起了红灯，却能因为害怕知道病情后要花上更多前来医病，就隐瞒我们真相。不在夜里开灯，有时还骗我们，经常不吃饭。为了我们，她犯了错。我也犯了错，而是一只犯下一样的错。我对不起。我也不想这样。今后我真的不会再这样了。“你为我们犯错，我们就要帮你还。”
而她们是我心中崇拜的人。“你们不知道吧。你们坚强、勇敢。虽然事业一直都遇到挫折，但你们一定要坚强。”
升学的资金。。。我不敢乱想。以现在的能力来说，我一定要加油。我想要变得稍微有钱一些，但不至于过于富有。因为我怕我变坏。大家一定要看着我。我心中也一直都有个你在看着我啊，对吧？！保佑我。
She came back…
i saw her..
1st sight..
no idea about what to talk to her…
Maybe she had done an EXTREMELY SILLY mistake…
i not really believe in her anymore…
Though she tried to be close to us…
or maybe she just pretends…
I doubt…
Yeah~It’s Open day!
Rushed to school with my dad in the morning…
I introduced my principal to him…
I felt sorry to Yiyi…
I promised to help her…
But in the end,i stil helping PBSM…
We acted yesterday..
As drud addicts…
Hehe…
It was fun,but funny…
hope everything will be alrite…
blessing..
生病了。。。
你生病了。。。
已经快两年了。。。
但听到你明年要回来上课。。。
我，放心了。。。
当初我们是忽略你了吗？
我想。。。部分是。。。
但，主要是因为我和你较少来往。。。
你也很安静。。。
隐藏了秘密。。。
一年前，我每天都写上你的名字。。。
今年，换晨曦来做了。。。
去年的班级照，我们拥有最美的风景。。。
却因为少了你，
它不完整。。。
你是小草。。。
坚强的小草。。。
我们也是小草。。。
互相竞争的小草。。。
但是因为坚强的小草生病了。。。
其他的小草也改变了。。。
他们为了让小草快点好起来。。。
想尽了办法。。。
写信，寄卡片，甚至上报纸。。。
让你开开心心的。。。
小草们不再只为了阳光，水分，一直往上爬。。。
他们停下了脚步。。。
关心，爱护那生病的小草。。。
我知道小草不能一直向我们想象的坚强。。。
它会落泪。。。
我希望它很快就会见到阳光。。。
感受小草们热情的拥抱。。。
身体健康。。。
Realize
Finally,i understood…
Everyone is busy with their own stuff…
They feel annoying…
But what can i do?!
listen to them?
i did…
Always,we think negatively…and always,we think of ourselves only…
Not everybody can be selfishless…very few…
i realised…
Things never happen as simple as u think…
Everyone has their story…their problems…
One’s need to tolerate another…
That’s our way of social life…
i saw them…
i know them…
But i have my own problems too…
i wish them could be calm…
And dont be panic-stricken…
i ‘ll always concern them…LOVE them…
I’m glad…that…
They do love me too…
Oh!My dear JUNE~
My birthday is on 3rd June…This year my family celebrated my lunar birthday…As on 3-6-08,i went out with Meixuan…The day before my birthday,meixuan called me & asked me out for movie…with fews friends from other schools…who know…on that day,they suddenly cant go…only left meixuan & i…She really felt sorry to me…But,she shoudnt feel sorry to me…because i had a great time spending together with her…Frankly,she is a friend of mine who i seldom talk to…maybe we’re from different class or maybe,she and other 3 best friends always stick together…but we always chat about the society…Zzt…However,i was really happy to have friendship as my present this year…
After birthday,sorts of things are waiting for me to complete…They’re actually all my plans..What should i do after the spm…Enjoy life?or start working?no doubt,of course i will find a part time job & upgrade myself…but if i need to go fo NS,there will be another plan…
Suddenly,i awake…i still left about 5 months to the SPM..OOOHHHH…PANIC!!!Though i always remind myself that i have to study,but at the end.i stil got the same result…i wasted a lot of time…oh gosh…Time to wake up now…FIGHTING!!
Thanks to friends and family…U all always taking care of me…i know…i’m really hot-tempered…i’ll try to change it…
Conclusion: Birthday isn’t the day to really enjoy,but the day to thank people,show our gratitude and appreciate what u have…
